Hard

5am looking out the window,

I watched the sun rise as I fell below

Sinking deeper, where is the end though?

I want to feel the bottom want to know where this goes

It’s hard for me, I feel it all or I feel nothing

I’m breathing sporadically, your normal air’s too foreign to breathe

And it’s hard for me, can’t say my truth so instead I sing

I’m leaving reality, I want to go somewhere that I can be free

Why do I punish myself I want to know?

What crime am I spending my time for?

I focus all my strength on thought I should ignore

Wish I could leave it and walk out the front door

It’s hard for me, I feel it all or I feel nothing

I’m breathing sporadically, your normal air’s too foreign to breathe

And it’s hard for me, can’t say my truth so instead I sing

I’m leaving reality, I want to go somewhere that I can be free

5am looking out the window, I watched the sun rise

It’s hard for me, I feel it all or I feel nothing

I’m breathing sporadically, your normal air’s too foreign to breathe

And it’s hard for me, can’t say my truth so instead I sing

I’m leaving reality, I want to go somewhere that I can be free